About to take a huge leap and a possible plunge into the sea
I really just want to hear her voice, for her to hear mine, despite the fact she's married
You know, though, that's never really mattered to me
Ever since I saw her again; it's what I've always wanted, but a crucial factor it may not be...
Because now it's her, him, and their prince on the way, three
And I honestly don't know if I ought to know better than to refrain
I swear to God she's told me before, but my lack of belief causes so much pain
My faith in humanity outweighs everything, not knowing what I'll gain
She's about to be a mother, though, so how much will things change?
Wondering, "Am I headed for eternal sunshine or detraining to torrential rain?"
And, if it came down, I'd put him before myseelf; there's no question there
If you want anything more from me, I'm sorry; I have nothing else
There's not a doubt in my mind as to how much I care
Not really sure yet what's to come, but I know I'll be well
Oh, and I've been there before; I'll go back to Hell
Because, I think, if I let fear take control, it'll elude me of life
I didn't used to think this way or be so afraid, but now I don't really have that choice
Now I've got to consider what I'll do to relieve this strife
Questions burning in my head, "Is this crackling just useless noise
Or what else could it be? Are we sharpening knives?"
And now I'm here... Wait... I've been here before
In and out, in and out, with nothing but myself to abhor
The old Way has been what's become my Babylonian whore
But this newness now has led me to what they think forlorn
Where the bays and the tidal waves are all that's left in store
Because I don't care what you say... Little boys make me alive
They make me cry and I don't know what that means for me, what it meant for Mike
And I've got one up the coast from where I'm going, but, for him, I'd be there in a heartbeat
But now I've got to take this chance
When she's finally recovered from all she'll go through, I think we'll dance
Thursday, May 27, 2010
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